I hate to have to do this

[Doibluff]

Dear neverbeggers,

First of all, this is an awesome site. Neverbeg, really i have to be honest, what a great idea and i think it will only continue to succeed. For me, however, this site has become a distraction.

I am at a point in my life where I cant be worrying about things such as poker. I was playing way to much, and not attending places where I had to be.

While I have made hundreds for some, I have ****ed up for others. While showing my honesty and integrity, people started to trust me with their money, which was not a terrible idea. At my age, I am simply not responsible enough for this, as I now realize, taking 10-15 stakes at a time is simply put: insanity.

Unfortunately, no excuse can excuse me from these terrible things I have done. However, if I had to attribute it to anything, I would attribute it to what seems to be the crumbling of my life. Recently, Ive had some very very upsetting personal issues occur, some that only few of you know about. Thus, I went into emotional break down, and instead of shipping back the stakes and taking a week or two off, i did the irresponsible and did the preverted, ****ed up, ******* thing. And I cant be any more honest about it, I hate myself for it.

Here is a comprehensive list of the damage I have done:
$55 for Adam
$44 for Stuman123
$33 for 24shack24
$100 for Mayhem
$4.40 for Gadzod
$5.50 for Microshark
$5.25 for Mtx
$5.50 for Mastapj

For the Buy a Piece:
$20 for 24shack24
$20 for Mayhem
$20 for Gophakilla
$10 for Billabong
$10 for Glomarh
$10 for Liveshark88
$60 for golions

This is the most dispicable thing I have ever done in my life. The person that you have talked to on aim, that is really me. I really am that nice guy, and I really appreciate the friends that Ive made. I FULLY INTEND to pay back IN ITS ENTIRETY all funds to these players. I am broke. I have lost all of that money, including all of my own in my BR. I deserve DNS, hell I probably deserve a ban. However I would love to stay in this community and try to prove myself as a good person. You all have my AIM address, feel free to message me and talk to me, because quite frankly im very down on myself.

Most importantly however, I am so so so sorry. You don't know how much I appreciate the opportunity that you guys have given me to join a community with (mostly) good people. I just cant express my regret enough. If I am kept at the site, Id request for my player points to be set at zero, and to try to prove myself again.

Honestly, thats not the issue. The issue is that I ****ed up for everyone, and trust me, I want to kill myself just as much as you guys probably want to kill me.

Please accept this apology,

Doibluff

[philivey123422]

I knew something was wrong, sorry to hear man.

I really hope you make good, gl.

[Gambler6]

This post I dont mind, I am glad someone is sorry for the stakers when they lose as they should be, gg doi hope to see you back

[24shack24]

just get back on ur feet man, thats all that really mattters

[poker1123]

How do you plan on paying everyone back like you said?

[mutigers5591]

tuff time in ure life but dont do anything to hurt ureself ..dont kill yoursefl just try to take one step at a time and get everyones money back not in 1 dya but ove ra long period of time....dunno if u should be playin poker again tho...

[senchew12]

interesting....gl man

[midconnector]

Did you play and lose or did you roll?

Sorry for the personal problems in your life, but I saw this a mile away. The way you were applying and getting 20 stakes a day was a huge smoke signal to me that said Gambling problem. I think the gambling problem was more of an escape from your real life, and I hope you get that situated. GL.

[badcall69]

1st
well i say one it was stupid for so many to throw money in ur hands when u already had numerous stakes and couldnt get them run

2cnd
regardless of whether ur post shows u to be genuine or not wow man thats pretty hard to do to so many people

3rd how do you intend to pay back?

[The_Dad]

Good luck man

[Stuman123]

Well I think ban for sure. No one can trust him with any amount of money. He also cannot deposit anytime soon so there is no use in keeping him as a member. I will take my loss and let it go but he should never be trusted...I figured something like this was up.....OBV

[golions1]

damnit.... god damnit

[midconnector]

Originally Posted by Stuman123

Well I think ban for sure. No one can trust him with any amount of money. He also cannot deposit anytime soon so there is no use in keeping him as a member. I will take my loss and let it go but he should never be trusted...I figured something like this was up.....OBV

Unfortunately, there are a lot of other peoples money he has too. I doubt they all agree to ban him as they may think he might actually pay back.

I am amazed how many people were willing to stake him even though he had 10 stakes out already.

[philivey123422]

Originally Posted by midconnector

Unfortunately, there are a lot of other peoples money he has too. I doubt they all agree to ban him as they may think he might actually pay back.

I am amazed how many people were willing to stake him even though he had 10 stakes out already.

I kept throwing warning signals out in threads he applied for that he had too much going...no one took them, and he just kept saying he was fine and that he could handle it....

[mutigers5591]

just wondering was this all lost in cash games or huge mtts or what..
my condolences to all that he owes money i am sorry

[golions1]

i love how im the most expensive one on the ****ING list

[24shack24]

Originally Posted by Doibluff

Dear neverbeggers,

First of all, this is an awesome site. Neverbeg, really i have to be honest, what a great idea and i think it will only continue to succeed. For me, however, this site has become a distraction.

I am at a point in my life where I cant be worrying about things such as poker. I was playing way to much, and not attending places where I had to be.

While I have made hundreds for some, I have ****ed up for others. While showing my honesty and integrity, people started to trust me with their money, which was not a terrible idea. At my age, I am simply not responsible enough for this, as I now realize, taking 10-15 stakes at a time is simply put: insanity.

Unfortunately, no excuse can excuse me from these terrible things I have done. However, if I had to attribute it to anything, I would attribute it to what seems to be the crumbling of my life. Recently, Ive had some very very upsetting personal issues occur, some that only few of you know about. Thus, I went into emotional break down, and instead of shipping back the stakes and taking a week or two off, i did the irresponsible and did the preverted, ****ed up, ******* thing. And I cant be any more honest about it, I hate myself for it.

Here is a comprehensive list of the damage I have done:
$55 for Adam
$44 for Stuman123
$33 for 24shack24
$100 for Mayhem
$4.40 for Gadzod
$5.50 for Microshark
$5.25 for Mtx
$5.50 for Mastapj

For the Buy a Piece:
$20 for 24shack24
$20 for Mayhem
$20 for Gophakilla
$10 for Billabong
$10 for Glomarh
$10 for Liveshark88
$60 for golions

This is the most dispicable thing I have ever done in my life. The person that you have talked to on aim, that is really me. I really am that nice guy, and I really appreciate the friends that Ive made. I FULLY INTEND to pay back IN ITS ENTIRETY all funds to these players. I am broke. I have lost all of that money, including all of my own in my BR. I deserve DNS, hell I probably deserve a ban. However I would love to stay in this community and try to prove myself as a good person. You all have my AIM address, feel free to message me and talk to me, because quite frankly im very down on myself.

Most importantly however, I am so so so sorry. You don't know how much I appreciate the opportunity that you guys have given me to join a community with (mostly) good people. I just cant express my regret enough. If I am kept at the site, Id request for my player points to be set at zero, and to try to prove myself again.

Honestly, thats not the issue. The issue is that I ****ed up for everyone, and trust me, I want to kill myself just as much as you guys probably want to kill me.

Please accept this apology,

Doibluff

i dont think a permanent ban is needed cause he means good, i just say hes not allowed to do anything on here until itds all paid back, then maybe he cna make good with small stakes

[badcall69]

still wanna hear how he plans on paying back over 400 dollars and not depositing...i think by his post he kinda says he isnt going to deposit and that poker is messing up his life...really like to hear how he plans on paying back

[AOWWWW]

ban, thats like 400 bucks basically rolled

[midconnector]

an explanation on what he actually did with the money would be nice.


And +5 to phil for trying to warn people, and -5 to me for not when It was clear as day to me he had a problem.


Gave him the benifit of the doubt.